oh.....my....god....

I just sent in a request to bid on a lolita jsk set......I cant believe Im buying lolita again! x3333333
 

Yep.....just sitting hur, bored.

so, Im thinking about getting a lucky pack from baby....
I havent bought any lolita in over 6 months, and I think its due time for a new outfit. I was planning on buying a pair of stomper boots and a new bikini for a total of $120 but Danny (Alex's sister) just gave me some fucking sweet platform sneakers and I think my platform shoe crave has been fullfilled (and plus the boots I was planning on buying were 7 inches tall, I had some trouble walking in the ones she gave me at first, and they are only about 3-5. I cant IMAGINE 7 inches. Eek)
But, I do need that bikini. Its pink and black and so damn cute and sexy. xD If those two terms coincide with each other =PPPP
So far the only set Im really crazy about is actually the beginners one xDDD Its just so simple and cute, and thats what I love. I can make it crazy with my own coordination skillz. =P The cake one is cute too,  but its too much for me to spend right now =/
I also really like the pirate one, just beause well, its pirate and I really love the boystyle and have been meaning to try it out for ages now, bt couldnt afford it. And its the cheapest one!
 

So, what do you think El Jay? Should I get those boots Ive been wanting foreva, or go a little overboard and buy a lucky pack?
Ill listen to your opinions, but Ill probably decide on my own xD Still though, its nice to hear what joo have to say.

I really miss the excitement of buying lolita clothing.

I really miss a lot about being a full blown lolita. Where it was my number one priority and everything else came second.
Life was a lot simpler then..... I miss meetups, I miss the shenanigans, I miss feeling pretty I miss having the time and effort to dress lolita every monday.
I think its maybe because Ive worn all my outfits so many times, that I want something NEEEEWWWW. But my tastes keep changing, I like EVERYTHING. I want a full blown black gothic lolita outfit, I want a classical outfit, and I want to have enough accesories for deco loli.
But now that Im in college, and planning on moving out soon, money is a BIG issue.
I really wish I didnt waste all that money on and with my "friends" who just stabbed me in the back, I could have gotten a full new outfit, complete with new socks, and maybe a blouse. But NOOOOOO I had to have a life and spend it on stupid shit like going to the mall, movies, GAS! PREPOSTEROUS! =PPP
Lolita life was so much easier when I didnt have....a life xD

I dunno, Im just in a very lolita ish mood right now.

I just need to be distracted.....Im going to Mbok to look for a twinkle mermaid item, that usually keeps me busy =P
 

Thinking,playing, and singing about you.

I like to clean the house when Im in a good mood xD

What the hell kind of teenager am I?

FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH

Things are FINALLY starting to look up.

Believe it or not, I fucking love my life right now <3333333333333333

Only so much time...
The seconds are slipping between my fingers....
and theres no way to save each loud tick on the clock.....

I lost the auction on the dress.

Damn Damn Damn.

Oh well.

wow.....after what? 6 or 7 months since my last lolita purchase Im buying something ON A WHIM?!
What the hell Karen?
But, I WAS specifically looking for this dress because I have wanted it for three years now (no, sadly not twinkle mermaid =( but still amazing) AND its INCREDIBLY cheap, I just had to get it.
I hope the aucton doesnt get too high in the next three days.... Im willing to spend 150 max on this dress. I know I know, 150 isnt a lot for a lolita dress, but its pink and Im trying to stray away from pink and the sweet style, but I have wanted this dress too damn long to pass it up for this cheap.

WHAT THE HELL AMERICAN CURRENCY?!
 

GET STRONGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

the undeadjournal thing makes me smile =D

p.s. going to youmacon tomorrow with my little sister =]

Someone is selling the pastal a la mode op in POLKA DOTS. I reeeeeally wish I didnt buy the gingham one now, because Ive always loved the polkadot one tons more.
dammit dammit dammit dammit.
oh well. Im might even sell my a la mode op soon.
 

I friggin love eisley.End of story.

Epilouge-
They are just so amazing at everything! So creative! I always thought that their songs made no sense, but they leave it up to the listeners imagination to intepret what they are saying. They are so artistic and imaginative! I wish I was that creative, but Im not -.- either that or I just dont let my imagination flow.....oh vell

I GOT THE PART I WANTED! I got Julia!!!!!!! Im so excited!!!!! I finally get a role! andits not a small role either,while its not the lead (which I didnt want) its still a supporting character and pretty big and its the part I wanted!

I get to try to kill my husband multiple times so I can be with the man Ive been having an affair with and have all his money!!!! YAYYYYY!!!

I have callbacks to go to on monday =DDDDD

Im excited, I really hope I get Julia, or the Angel =DDDDD

The play we are doing is Heaven can wait and Julia kills her husband =DDDD (only to have him come back to life ,but with another mans soul.) The angel is simply that....an angel who helps the main character get a body because the main guy wasnt supposed to die yet.

Excited!!!!

Im only going to post my favourites, because theres a LOT